dear, notebook

Pernah baca kata-kata tadi?

Phrase ini biasanya dipakai untuk suatu hal yang terjadi bolak-balik (means two times), dan kebanyakan orang percaya kalau hal yang sama terjadi untuk ketiga kalinya, then that's the charm; milik kita, atau bukan ditakdirkan untuk kita sama sekali.

I wrote in a post, saying that I dreamt of you, twice.

And hell yes, I'd like to have it for the third.

Third Time is The Charm, they say.

And the third time I dreamt of you, I saw you.

with another girl.

whom you say was your girlfriend 

I should've had my heart broken, I know.

But no,

I didn't.

In that dream, I smiled. Congratulated you.

I walked away from you, smiling. Like there was no regret or any feelings left for you. 

I don't know if that means that I really have no any feelings for you. I'm still trying to figure it out.

I don't even know if it does have a meaning at all.

But at least I got my "third"

And for now, it's quite enough.